Apa pasat?...

Uncle: Apa pasat template suda tukar bese punya?..
Aku: Saje je uncle, yg lama tu nmpk serabut sgt..yg ni simple and smart skit..
Uncle: apa pasat tara guna lama punya?..
Aku: Sbb yg lama tu nmpk serabut uncle. Saya sdr pn rase pening nk tgk, ape lg uncle @ org lain..
Uncle: Lu mau lali dali Along ka?..
Aku: BUKAN UNCLE..SAYA TUKAR SBB YG LAMA NMPK SERABUT SGT! (ni dh masuk high pitch)
Uncle: Butut ka?..
Aku: IYE UNCLE, BUTUT LA (siap terikut pelat uncle lak)
Uncle: Wa tala picaya wo, lu tgk mau ssh picaya..
Aku: *terkedu*..perasaan bercampur baur, nk hentak uncle @ hentak dr sdr?..

Apa mau buat?..

I ask this to myself very often nowadays.. I'm still feeling in a limbo and trying to find a path to follow.

People expect me to go to work, any work, as long as it is work. I reason with them, why should I go for a work that I don't believe in and that I don't have interest? Of course they say back, try it first later it will grow on you.

But in the mean time I'll be doing a job that I dislike much less hate it and get paid for it. I don't know bout others but for me, even though money is important and what I'm aiming for, there must be satisfaction in the end of the day. You must feel the effort that you've put to earn it. Yes, that's it, you must earn it. How can one just feel satisfied and think they earn the salary when they never put 100% effort and focus in doing their job resulting in half-baked product/service?.. It's a matter of one's principal in life I think. I might not be a great some-one to say bout principal in life and all, but I know what I believe in.

I'm willing to adjust for anything else, be it work environment, co-workers, long-working hours and so on, but no compromise in my principal. If I work, then I MUST like the work from day 1, if not, forget it, I'm not interested, even if it pays a lot. For me, it's easy to achieve satisfaction in work and money is the last thing in my list. I favour intrinsic value than external value in doing work.

Moral of the story: Believe in what you believe, but stick to it no matter what as long as it's something that's not against the religion/humanity..

So long edy meh?~

wahh..I never thought I'll come back here, 'coz I never think 'bout this blog at all since the last time I wrote here..

What happened since the last time me coming here..let's have a recap *previously on Prison Break..*

- I completed degree. Waiting for graduation. *It happens to be that I'm still considered have not completed my course even though I have in fact just because I haven't applied for the graduation. Nobody told me that. Now I'm stuck between here n there n having to explain my 'status' to companies I've applied for. In the meantime, having a blast discovering new things on the Internet and piling up on 'excess baggage' all over the body.*

-my laptop was struck by lightning. Yep it did. Might sound confusing but it did happen as it is. Moral of the story: never..I mean NEVER surf the net through cable connection when it's raining with lightning and thunder.

-expanded life knowledge and gained a bit of maturity and turning a bit like House. Analytical. Crancky. You name it. But, it's refreshing to know that there's so much to life and I can have it under my fingertips thanks to the Internet. And ASTRO.

...gotta go now to buy bulb...