It's good to think that you're back but actually you're made to think that way so that you keep on hoping that the light at the end of the tunnel is way much closer than it ought to be.

2011..?huh?

..now I can proudly n for sure say it out loud.."it's been freaking long time since I check-in here!!!"..

it's been more than a year man!..can't believe time flew by just as that..let me recap of things happened thus far (since the last post that is) :-

1 - Got me-self a job (bravo senyor~!!)
2 - Working like crazy shiFt!! (and the crowd goes wild!!)
3 - Traveling to Northern states frequently, visiting friends and chilling out.
4 - Graduated!!..with gold medal that is(..and the mob grew even BIGGER!!)
5 - First proper salary (i've worked part time before, so this is better to say than my first salary right..)
6 - First time buying clothes with my hard earned cash (and feeling proud of it as well!!!)
7 - First Puasa after working
8 - First Raya after working
9 - First Starbucks paid by me (~BIG ACHIEVEMENT~ yikes!)
10- ..and many more..

To simply put it, 2010 has been a great year for me. So many achievements / first time moments that I will definitely remember for the rest of my life.

2011 took off with the same spirit where 2010 left.. 7 months on, now the situation is kinda nose down a bit. I got hospitalised coz of some kidney prob for which the doctor couldn't find the reason it's happening. Thank GOD it's not something serious and hopefully it will disappear and never recur.

Let's see if 2011 can be the triumph of years gone or what..hehehe..hopefully this time around I can save enough to buy me own DSLR..

Apa pasat?...

Uncle: Apa pasat template suda tukar bese punya?..
Aku: Saje je uncle, yg lama tu nmpk serabut sgt..yg ni simple and smart skit..
Uncle: apa pasat tara guna lama punya?..
Aku: Sbb yg lama tu nmpk serabut uncle. Saya sdr pn rase pening nk tgk, ape lg uncle @ org lain..
Uncle: Lu mau lali dali Along ka?..
Aku: BUKAN UNCLE..SAYA TUKAR SBB YG LAMA NMPK SERABUT SGT! (ni dh masuk high pitch)
Uncle: Butut ka?..
Aku: IYE UNCLE, BUTUT LA (siap terikut pelat uncle lak)
Uncle: Wa tala picaya wo, lu tgk mau ssh picaya..
Aku: *terkedu*..perasaan bercampur baur, nk hentak uncle @ hentak dr sdr?..

Apa mau buat?..

I ask this to myself very often nowadays.. I'm still feeling in a limbo and trying to find a path to follow.

People expect me to go to work, any work, as long as it is work. I reason with them, why should I go for a work that I don't believe in and that I don't have interest? Of course they say back, try it first later it will grow on you.

But in the mean time I'll be doing a job that I dislike much less hate it and get paid for it. I don't know bout others but for me, even though money is important and what I'm aiming for, there must be satisfaction in the end of the day. You must feel the effort that you've put to earn it. Yes, that's it, you must earn it. How can one just feel satisfied and think they earn the salary when they never put 100% effort and focus in doing their job resulting in half-baked product/service?.. It's a matter of one's principal in life I think. I might not be a great some-one to say bout principal in life and all, but I know what I believe in.

I'm willing to adjust for anything else, be it work environment, co-workers, long-working hours and so on, but no compromise in my principal. If I work, then I MUST like the work from day 1, if not, forget it, I'm not interested, even if it pays a lot. For me, it's easy to achieve satisfaction in work and money is the last thing in my list. I favour intrinsic value than external value in doing work.

Moral of the story: Believe in what you believe, but stick to it no matter what as long as it's something that's not against the religion/humanity..

So long edy meh?~

wahh..I never thought I'll come back here, 'coz I never think 'bout this blog at all since the last time I wrote here..

What happened since the last time me coming here..let's have a recap *previously on Prison Break..*

- I completed degree. Waiting for graduation. *It happens to be that I'm still considered have not completed my course even though I have in fact just because I haven't applied for the graduation. Nobody told me that. Now I'm stuck between here n there n having to explain my 'status' to companies I've applied for. In the meantime, having a blast discovering new things on the Internet and piling up on 'excess baggage' all over the body.*

-my laptop was struck by lightning. Yep it did. Might sound confusing but it did happen as it is. Moral of the story: never..I mean NEVER surf the net through cable connection when it's raining with lightning and thunder.

-expanded life knowledge and gained a bit of maturity and turning a bit like House. Analytical. Crancky. You name it. But, it's refreshing to know that there's so much to life and I can have it under my fingertips thanks to the Internet. And ASTRO.

...gotta go now to buy bulb...

Remaining Days..

Even though the title sounds kinda mysterious and creepy, it's nothing more than to reflect these last days that I have, to spend "quality" time with my family. (the quality is kinda vague coz I can't describe what is termed as quality, is it being 24/7 staring at my parents/family or just being at home is enough).

I'm trying to settle the college transfer letter so that I can stay at College 16&17 with Mat and Amir. Mat gave me a copy of the letter, so I'm trying to re-arrange it.

I went out with Sameer just now to give back the bike key. We met up at Lot 10. He bought a Croc shoe (it's ugly + pricey = nah..not my taste, I need at least one of the thing to favor me,hehe). We strolled around BB, went to Pavilion, then turn back to Low Yat. Went there to survey PDA for him. The prices are very attractive for (I'm saying this since I am stingy guy and very cerewet when it comes to phone/PDA price) my view.

There was this 2nd hand Xperia-X1 at one of the shop. It was a thing of beauty. The way it slides open and close, the way it was built, the UI, I was in a sort of trance then.

'Coz of it, I decide that once I've settled at the UTM later next week, I'm gonna find part-time work and save for a new phone, hehehe..also if possible, for my own DSLR

...damn..when will that be ah?..i wonder..

Tragedy Strikes UTM

Just as the new sem coming up nicely, i read the newspaper today that police have found a dead 26 year old female student due to delivery complication. found with her is, a still born baby with umbilical cord wrapped around the neck..(source: The Star 1-july-09)

it's a tragedy, but nonetheless a shame to the university. i do feel pity for her and the child..but, it is believed she's unmarried so she was pregnant out of wedlock. that's gross.

one must think that those going to university are of the bright and smart ones, but this type of tragedy and news proves otherwise. there's definitely social crisis happening in every university that needs addressing, not by the administration alone but by the students especially.

it's definitely a sad new semester